Have you ever feel some form of insecurity in your life? Have your comments or views about different perspectives of the subject ignored? Have you been left out most of the time by your friends at some point in your life? Some of us have been through some of these moments in our lives and at some point, you do not feel special. When that happened, you just feel upset and sad over little things that people do to you including finger pointing, lecturing, and many more. When that happens, you just feel that the world is meaningless and you get by every day tired and worn. In extreme cases, you may want to commit sucide. However, do you think that you are not special at all? Everyone wants to be that special person to whom they care about; friends, family and even teachers. There are some who are attention seekers but all they want to do is to be that special person. I could not say it is wrong or right. Many times, when I reflected on the things that people had done, I could not say that they are completely right or wrong and I could only percieve it to be right or wrong. Percieve is about your own views and opinions over matters. For instance, I may say that the mother is noble for she steals for her children. You could say I am completely wrong about it and neither am I completely right about it. Hence, wanting to be someone special is not a wrong thing. However, trying so hard to be special in one's eyes may be attention seeker, which could be percieve as a wrong thing. I think if you want to be someone special, you will need to feel that you are special. You are born an unique person. There are genes in you that many do not have. There are characteristics that differ you from others. Therefore, whoever you are, you are special and the acceptance of your speciality may be difficult but do not get too discouraged about if for you are special whether be it to your family or friends.

I have been real lucky this week. I topped my maths test in the class and then, I met my primary school friend, cheryl. Remember her anyone?? She used to be this quiet girl and very shy and lovely. When I saw her today, she did seemed to be that shy girl, she has transformed into a woman. There is still some 'pasttime cheryl' in her. The sweetness is still there but I could not recognise her anymore. I was so shocked. Anyway, I was shooting arrows today and I was so pissed by my performance. Although my last 4 shots was pretty close (good shots honestly) but I needed to start on my beginning performance as I tended to miss my first shot every time I start. However, I think that it about the focus. The first shot was always not focused enough and distraction seemed to be the key element for my failure. I think that a focus mind is the key to success and whenever you focus all your attention to one thing, you tend to do really well in that thing.

In this age, we had come across many adults and many of us could not understand what is wrong with the adults and why they treated us this way of that way, hence, it is important to know how to communicate with them. Here are some steps that I have taken to communicate with them, especially parents.
1) It is important to tell them that you are upset over somethings that they did to you. For instance, when they scold you over trival things, you could tell them that you would like to do things you way and would have the same results.
2) It is also important to keep your mouth shut and not retort back. If you retort, you are creating more trouble. Allow them to scold and venge all their accumulated anger on you, after that, you explain and be very polite in telling them. Sometimes, when they do not want you to talk at all, you will either (a)let them scold you until you fill their emptiness or (b)do your homework or schoolwork while they scold you. There is no need for you to feel betrayed and insist that you are innocent, you just have to take it the 'adult' way, take in what they have to say and after they finish, you start.
3) If your parents are stingy, there is no need to baragin with them. There are many ways that you could get money from them which is indirectly. If you have grandparents or close relative, you could take money from them, and ultimately, it came back to your parents.
4) Always be polite to them and pretend to give your attention to them. Some parents are attention seekers so it is important for you to give them some attention so that they will feel that you have them in your presence.
5) Always act like an adult and handle things like an adult. Do not, I repeat, do not do something foolish that endanger your life or any criminal acts because if you do so, they will always treat you like a child and I mean,always.
6) Let them do things their way and you do things your way.It important to let them have it their way even you know it is wrong because they want to prove their usefulness in the family even they have no knowledge of things.
7) Be neutral about things around. There is no need for you to get very emotional over things that they have done to you. You do things your way and let them be the critic even you know some are sweeping statements. It is important to keep your mouth shut and not bother about them. Afterall, you are going to be an adult. You should take their critism as a part of your life as when you go into the society, you will be critised non stop, hence take their bullets like a man, and you can handle it.
8) Be honest, if you do not know anything, just tell them you do not know. If you want them to stop talking or giving advices to you, just tell them nicely like, 'as much as you want to give advices, I am not in the mood to talk to you now and now, I really need your support to get me through this'. This way, they will understand about your situation and trust me, it works for me.
9) Be independent or do not seek help until when required. Do things on your own. Prompt yourselves to do things before they request it. Take yourselves seriously and choose your own path, not letting them interfer in your life. Remember, be independent and not dependent.

Untitled - Simple Plan
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

Chorus:
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Do you know that studying is not about doing long hours of revision. Some study really hard while others seem not to do that hard. However, their results differ. It is not about studying hard, it is about studying smart and these are my strategy to getting my grades.......
1) Concentrate on the lecturer and tutor. This might be hard to many as most of us immediately doze off after seeing them. However, this is very vital. I always listen and concentrate on the lecturer and tutor as you do not know which is important which is not. The tutor and lecturer will guide you and aid you and it is your responsibility to absorb what they had said even though it might be dry and boring. Absorb everything they said as you might miss out something if you do not absorb that particular part.
2) Never ever prioritise listening to your friends first then your lecturer or tutor. Always listen to the lecturer or tutor then your friends. Many of us, including me sometimes, do this. It is important as your friend might have doubts and might want to ask you but it is important that you know everything so as to explain.
3) Do tutorials and read lecture notes before lessons. Although some of us think it is useless but as for me, when I read the notes and do these tutorials, I would know what I do not know and, lecture and tutorial sessions is where I clarify all my doubts and ask questions. It is important to know what you do not know and not knowing what you do not know is pathetic.
4) Always believe in the power of self studying and through that, you are actually revising yourselves and have a different view towards the topic. Sometimes, you might miss out certain key points and through self studying, you are actually helping yourselves to spot the missing key points that you had not revise.
5) If you think that you could not study, do not, I repeat, try to study. It only make things worse. Just relax yourselves, giving yourselves 5minutes to 30 minutes of break to relax, read newspaper or watch TV so that your mind is relaxed and at ease.
6) It is important to have breaks after an intense concentration of self studying. Unwind youselves and give yourselves a break for up to 15minutes. Get back to work immediately so to pick off what you have left off.
7) Treat every subject like your interests. You study for the fun of it. It is important to study at your leisure rather than when you are tensed up. This way, you can study better, at least for me. If I hate that subject, I will try my best to get myself interested and when I get myself interested, I want to know more and hence, study better.
This is the 7 strategies that I had figured out over the past years and with more talks of studying strategies, I am ablt to come out with this 7 steps which made me learnt more and do better.

This is the worst day to start school. Ever know that 2.7 is equal 2*7, well, I did not know that it was the case, so I lose 4 marks, 4 full marks because of that, imagine 4 marks off my test, god saves me. I was so pathetic that I did not know that it was the case. Although, I did not study much for this test, I meant it to be full marks, not four marks off the test. I feel abit sorry for it. Anyway, after that we had a trial test for 2.4km run and I clocked in 13.02min which sucked like hell. I forgot to sprint in the last lap although I was unsure that it was the last lap and after knowing that it was the last lap, I sprint but it was too late. I used to clock like 12 minutes plus and this failure was way too much. I needed more practice for running and hopefully, I could clock in the right timing and not pacing the whole way. Now, it was time for reflections... this failure to know that 2.7 is 2*7 and the trial run was my fault. It showed how stupid I was and how unskilled I was in the test. I should have known all the symbols and practise more. For the run, it showed how slack I was, I needed to do more swimming, more jogging to build up stamina and strength. Another point to note, I tried my best to particpate in GP discussion, giving my views and opinions about war and the clip about war. However, the class seemed less eager in particpating although there are a few people that voiced out. Why are people still less eager in learning? Perhaps, we thought that the opinions are less constructive and rational and therefore, afraid of scolding. It was perhaps the case that the teacher sort of deter us from giving 'silly' remarks which to our point of view, it okay. I mean that I am not afraid of asking silly questions even if I'm wrong or silly about it. If I felt ignorant about war, I voiced it even if the teacher retorted back about my comment. I meant this is my view of things and I am mature enough to handle topics like that. I could not blame anyone or find fault for it because this is instill in them and there is absolutely no way in changing it anyway. What is most important is I try and I learn. It is all about independent learning people, not the usual holding by your hand and pulling you.

I remember that during friday's assembly with the principal speech talking about emotion quotient. That speech was inspiring as they are many things in the world that a degree or how smart you could get you that. It is about honesty, empathy, sincerity and everything about kindness. It could make you a cut above the rest and showing your leadership potential too. However, how far is being kind to others adequate? More often, I found that by being kind to others is a sin and a disadvanatage to me. One example- I offered my mashmallows to everyone. I did not mind giving my mashmallows up to everyone as to me, I want to get rid of it either way. What upset me was that they used my mashmallows as something to play with and attack with. That was not upsetting enough. The most upsetting part was that they used it to attack me. It was like bitting the hand that feeds you. Anyway, at that time, I felt like hitting his adam apple and crushed it but come to think of it, I manage myself and told myself it is not worth it; he is not worth it. A point to remember is not to offer mashmallows ever again. Anyway, I do not normally accept people's offer unless they approach me. I would either reject them to the point they gave up or look away from them. I did not like accepting help. I rather help myself and do what I could to savage the situation than asking a helping hand. Maybe, this is the independent side of me and of course, my upbringing. My parents had taught well though, telling me to cook for myself, wash clothes for myself and everything as if I do not do them, they would not do them either way. However, I am also a strong believer of a team. Being independent is one thing, but being in a team is a total different experience. In a team, there is a spirit that never dies. There is always support, care and concern for each other. I think that being in a right team is important as it really shows how much bonded you are than being someone is alienated. A good team would accept individuality and come together as a similarity. These would work well in a team, not creating tension and clinques. That leads me to another matter- in CT session, our teacher point out the problem of clinques. No doubt in our CT class, there are alot of clinques. From the girls to even the boys, there are many. Perhaps it is so difficult to come together as a class given our large number of students but it is not impossible to come as a group. Bascially, we accept each other as one individuality but we do not communicate that efficiently as well as others in the class. For me, being an antisocial, I do not mind clinques as it does not bothers me that much. Friends in the class are not so important to me as it is of family bonds or other friends. If you just do not click with others, you just would not. If you just want to talk to other people, you will just talk to them anyway. However, having said that, I know that there are clinques in our class that are very unhealthy; clinques that bring the whole class down. For instance, there is one time whereby the whole class have to wait for one clinque to start a chemistry lesson. I know it is on prupose that they would make full use of first ten minutes of the lesson for something else instead of coming earlier for lesson. There are also clinques that talk something bad about people in the class. When you heard about it, you naturally feel very bad about it and would you want to come to this class,knowing someone do not like you? I bet not. Come to think of it, it showed that the clinques does not have class and acceptance of one another. It showed how little eq they really have over this things. You have to accept who people are and work with it. To be honest with you, I hate some people in class and I do tell them upfront that I do not like them but I would not be so despicable to say something bad about others. I stand by people, even if you are my most hated classmate when someone say something bad that is untrue. Anyway, it brings me to one incident in the school's toilet when some talk something bad about this CCA friend of mine. He wrote 'XXX is gay'. This is an absolute nonsenses. Making a joke over this is not nice; it shows no class and definitely, no definite friend you are as you could have done it to your friends too. This is really upsetting and I would stand by him, to find out who the hell had done that........

In life, there are many junctions leading to choose which path to follow. Ultimately, it comes down to you who will choose what you really want in life and this creates what you call a 'destiny'. Perhaps, I would give you an ideal. For instance, you could buy food from a fastfood restaurant, priced at $7++ which could be as satisfying as food from a hawker centre $3++. However, a point to note, you could also stay at home and eat at home which could be less than perhaps $2. Therefore, life has always be a funny thing. It is about making choices. Certainly, I had made choices in life that I had regretted after awhile. There are also choices that I had suddenly became bold to take. Many people, among my age, might think that the choices I had made were over the top, or even ridiculous. However, when they really think back on what they had done, what they had achieved, what results they had gotten and decided by saying 'this is unfair to me!'. However, they had not reflected on their own actions, on the sacrifices they had not made to come to certain stages where they attained some kind of success. They could say 'I do my best and that's what matters?' However, is there all they got to attain the high level of expectation. Undoubtly, they are smart, they manage well enough, but have they make the changes and sacrifices to do what it takes to lead them to somewhere they always wanted? Deep down inside, is that what they always wanted?
I had changed a lot in these whole 'going to school thing'. I did a lot of reflections on what I had done. I knew that to get somewhere, I needed to do some sacrifices. I knew that in order to achieve something huge requires time and effort. I also knew that many people would be against me being someone who is always hungry. I wanted it so badly. I wanted my grades real badly. I wanted to make changes in my life. I knew by doing so, I would be alone but I do not care. Deep down inside, I wanted to get into a medical school. I knew what I wanted, it is inside me. I knew by doing so, I had to sacrifice friends' and family's time. I knew that but I had no choice. I had a lot to study. I had a lot more to cover. I believed in the importance of self studying. I knew that if I know something well, I am capable and confident to do well. That is me. That is who I am. That is what I always wanted .......... REAL BADLY!!!!!!! Gone are the days where I fool around, being innocent and naive. Gone are the days where I could be with friends for like 24/7. Gone are the days where I could be obessed with girls and more girls. I wanted to concentrate on what I have been doing these days, rather, I wanted to do more, so that it is enough to get me what I wanted to achieve. Look at me closely, this is me, I am ALVIN.

Today started off with swimming as I went to choa chu kang swimming complex to swim for an hour, twenty laps. I had not improved my skimming techniques so I must concentrate on getting my techniques back on track. Anyway, after that, I went to the Paragon to get my stuff for my face and believe me, I was boarding a bus and with the seat vancant, a young couple decide to keep me company. The woman, mostly likely teenager was sitting beside me and the man, looked like in his twenties began to tease her by snooking with her. At first, the woman threw some tantrums but later, they decided to make out with each other, kissing and teasing each other. The man was like bending down so that he could kiss that girl. Man, it sucks, not because of I am not the man but because I was sitting beside them and was really embarrased by their behaviour. Do they even know what is the meaning of chastity? Do they know that it is really embarassing. Half the time I want to stare at them and made sure that they get it that it was not right to do that in public. If you want to do hanky panky, do it at home. At home, you have everything you need, food, games everything, you can make out there for all you like and noone is there to stop you. So if you are looking at this, please have some respect for yourselves and your partner and show some reserve about it.

There comes to a decision of me to choose between being ccaless and taking up electives or to choose to continue in Odac. On a personal level, I felt that there is no need in me participating in Odac functions as
1. My opinion is either (a) neglected or (b) ignored.
2. There is more socialising than doing work or dicussion.
3. The duration of every meeting is so long for like 5 hours.
4. I was practically doing nothing than slacking in this room.
5. There is no skills learnt.
6. It is two day per week while others only one day.
There are more, but this are the main reasons that I hated to go to sessions like that. On a more controversial note, there is some depth to my acknowledge that I surrender. Odac is more of a socialising group. To me, you could never make me talk unless you prompt me to or you are like one of my good friends. In Odac, I saw no connections with anyone except perhaps King Ting, Alvin Wong and his gang. I do not feel like I belong to Odac or perhaps to the people around me in Odac. I have come to certain conclusions about the situation in Odac. I search for my inner desire and conclude that Odac belong to me but I do not belong to it. It is complicated and complex. Certain things have changed and everyone change. I could not be hopeful to see myself, as a Odacian in contributing to this society. Perhaps it would be fortunate for me if I am at a stage where everyone seems to be nice when we are in first three months. There are more attitudes, clinques and less friendly as it is used to. That is why I decidd to take matters in my own hands and take charge of what I want to do. I would take up electives, perhaps swimming, kayaking or anything that could give me a skill. At least it is me, and not me for everyone, just me for me.

Today started at six thirty when I woke up, brush my teeth and got ready for school. I went out with my father and board the usual 975 bus, meeting minxiang along the way. After that,I went to buy some egg bread accompanied by minxiang and went to see the latest news on bulletin board outside library. Meanwhile, we met minxiang and the two of them (how dare they!!) left me alone looking at the bulletin. Alone, I went to meet up with sherlyn, min jun and shao qin and chatted for awhile before the bell rang. After that, we sang the national anthem and said the pledge. This is followed by new principal's speech. The new prinicpal look very strict and she was once a deputy director in the ministry, meaning that she was not going to let us off so easily on rules and regulations. Great news! Odac was revived for no reason and we were be able to carry out activities again, which means that my wednesdays and fridays will be gone and over which was meant for my swim (duhx). Anyway, after her speech, we went back to out CT class and met up with out new civics teacher, Miss Kelly Chong. I think she would be a great teacher with very good knowledge about what should be taught, our objectives and aims. She seems friendly except for her slang, which could be due to her stay in America with her husband. She thought ruben could sing and said vye rern was cute (huh???). She told us about this america's next top model in which clarrissa got her hair cut and cried which linked it to us that we should get our haircut or else we ended up like clarrissa. (huh??) Anyway,we had our first lecture class which was Mathematics. This brought me to question the lecturer on the sitting plan. Have she had brains to think that we are as a class and could not separated as a class. There was a lot of confusion in the process the three classes, s02, s20, s22 were allocated three stairs of seats and when we arrived, there is only left with two third of the seats which could not accomodate us. Do this lecturer even know how many people are there in each class and how many seats are there in each level of stairs?? (duhx). We were scolded by another class for taking their seats and that pissed me off. If this did not changed on the next lecture, I am going to lodge a complaint to the principal and make sure that some action had taken place. I am very serious about it. Anyway, after that, we had a short break of about half an hour and I went to visit the new library. It was a totally great environment as it reduces noise pollution in the library. There is two portions in the library. One portion allows you to talk, bring in your bag, discuss and many other things. The other portion encompasses the books, self study corner and the staff table for borrowing. Anyway, knowing that I could finally get my peace and quiet from the noise produced by my peers and that I could really study, I went to the study corner. However, our incivilised people could not stop themselves from talking and went to the self study corner to talk. I was like hello, someone is here trying to study and get his homework done and you were down there discussing about how your parents ill treat you by emphasing the importance of education to you. If you do not want to study and if you are looking at my blog now, please scram, I need my silence. Anyway, after that, we have another lecture which was physics and we were placed right in front of the teachers. I guessed it was probably due to our wrongdoings that we had done as we kept playing truant on the physics lectures. However, I had to admit that by putting us so upfront, I was able to concentrate more and not be disturbed by my peers who were laughing over stupid lame jokes (duhx), trying to draw attention by claiming that I have sexual fantasies over children which I loathed. The physics lecture was about the SPA skills that we needed to acquire. I hoped that we would have more chances to be more upfront as least, it made the class quiet for the first time. The last period was gp. The teacher, ms kelly chong is going to be our gp teacher. (I miss mdm yatti!) Anyway, i kind of like her style. She was able to convince me that she would be teaching concepts and skills that would be effective for my general paper. However, her ideals on letting us close our eyes and writing reflections were kind of lame but it certainly brought alot of attention to the class. She said we must participate in class but I would not be surprised that the whole class slept like last year through the lessons. Anyway, she went on to tell us her ground rules and had a 'contract' with us, bargaining over the time needed to start lessons, handling of work and so on. After that, she went on to talk about her life- she married a military man and went to America with him. (Her husband went there to study.) I guess it would be hard on her to teach us the most essential subject, general paper. Actually, come to think of it, we had managed to skim through the paper without much difficulties. (except for some) Finally, lessons concluded on one thrity and we went out for lunch in food court. Actually, we wanted to go long john silver but the place could not accomodate the eleven of us. I had this korean bbq chicken set which sore my throat at a later date. Wenliang had to go earlier perhaps to see his girlfriend which they claimed and vye rern decided to leave for basketball games with Dean and his gang. We talked crap and went on to look at minxiang's sister which zhi hao claimed that she was her. After that, the girls with the exception of meizhen along with ruben (the only male) wanted to go shopping while the rest of us decided to head home. Home has been my real shelter for revision and stuff and I decided to take a nap for about two hours. After that, I pondered whether I should go for a hair cut because my side part of my hair is getting longer. I decided against it and went to shop for my skipping ropes, ruler and eraser. After that, I finally done my tutorial for physics and left with my assignment on waves which I had absolutely no clue about it. I guessed I have to do my fair bit on self studying and not undermine the power of it.

I was so stunned about how fast time went pass and I was unable to do more preparation for everything. I guessed I have to take everything as I went. Anyway, hopefully for tommorrow, I am able to cope with everything that runs along the way. I want to be a nerd for next year and really concentrate on my work with no breaks. I schedule myself some kind of timetable so that I would have ample time to get my homework done in time, have some time for leisure such as swimming and gym. I hoped that I would be able to work towards my goal instead of letting myslef down again and again. I would seize any time to study and not let it go away again. Anyway, I had finally done all my chemistry homework but I am left with physics and mathematics homeworks. Hopefully, by today, I am able to complete my homework.

What do you do during new year day??? I slacked almost the whole day. First of all, I woke up at twelve because of the 'tock tock' sound. I suspect that sound came on purpose because how can renovation be held on new year day. It was supposed to be a holiday. Anyway, that sound apparently woke me up and I could not get my sleep anymore. I had decided to leave my unfinished work for tommorrow and watched a couple of shows, mostly mtv awards shows as these shows was scheduled on channel 5. I watched a couple of movies which I did not know the titles as I could not care less. Anyway, the television programmes were such a bore that I decided to do some homework and completed my chemistry periodicity homework. Basically, I anyhow did it as I had no mood to do any homework. (Sorry Mr Lee!!) I wondered if anyone has any new year resolution. For me, I seriously wanted to get into medicine in National University of Singapore. This is what I always wanted and hopefully, this year, I can deal with it. Anyway, check out my new layout of my blog and I had updated a few pictures from the class bbq.

Today was another day of meeting my ex classmates cum friends, yuting and charlotte. Yesterday, yuting called me to ask me to go to kbox. After many persuasion, I finally agreed and so we went. She told me to be on time and that we were supposed to meet her at fifteen minutes to twelve (1145 duhxx!!) and I arrived on time. I expected to see her but in the end, she came at a quarter past twelve (1215) and was half an hour late. These people, always later than me. In the next event, I am going to be an hour late so to counter her. We shall see who later the next time. By the way, yuting, your hairstyle rocks!!!! This is the best hairstyle done up to date!! However, I could not see any difference with your makeup so next time if you did not put also nevermind. Anyway, so we went to lot one kbox and meet up with charlotte. Meanwhile, charlotte complaint to me about that stupid SCV serviceman and his poor attitude towards her. She was informed that the serviceman will come at four to six. Instead, the man was already at her flat when she arrived. So pissed off!!!! She was very pissed off and complaint to her mother (huh??) and was later resolved as the serviceman will come next week. She was hoping to see her brand new channels today but in the end, it sucks!! Actually, she wanted to see sports channels (huh??) to look at all the sports hunks (LOL!!!). When we finally reached lot one kbox, we found out that the rooms are fully booked. Damm, all yuting's fault. If she had arrived earlier, she would have made it in time. Then, charlotte went to call to see any available kbox and found out that Jurong Entertainment had vacancies for the three of us. Yuting meet up with her (crush??) friend and decided to take the chance to sing song with them (two songs!!!) and we waited outside for her. (arghhhhhhh!!!) After that, we set off for Jurong Entertainment Centre. The space was much bigger than Cineleisure but the services provided was way off than it. Everyone started to sing and at a certain point, we all gone mad!!!!! We started to woohooo, not that kind but really go crazy!!!!!! After two hours of singing with an empty stomach, the food finally arrived as we complaint to person-in-charge so many times. We had curry chicken rice. The food was delicious or perhaps we are really very hungry. After that, at half past two, yuting had to leave for church so that she could see her yandao, leaving me and charlotte behind to finish up the songs. I had sung angel, breakaway and i believe and anyhow sing alot of songs....... because I did not know anyone of them that they had selected. Anyway, after that, charlotte and I went home. On the way home, I saw kia joon with his friends (no japalang), perhaps those with the student council. After reaching home, I immediately collapse to sleep for two hours before I went out again to my relative's house for bbq cum buffet (actually it was postponed!!) I decided to stay away from bbq all together and started a very vegetarian way of eating with just plain fried rice. I decided to saty at the couch and with the much needed entertainment I had which is shinoku, I spent my time there. I ate lots of fruits and fang jie had brought out melted chocolate. With that, the fruits became very nice and sweet. It was heavenly!!! It was late at ten and we finally went home. My mum decided to take a taxi home instead of taking a bus because we were all very tired. (THANKS!!!) What a beautiful day it was!!!!!!

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