Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Finally, I could get a win win solution for myself. I am so glad that this incident happened and that I could finally breakaway from Zhi Hao that really ignoring. Today we went and use this permanent marker to write on my pencilbox. This is not the first time we had taken my stuff to do something nasty. I warned him in the beginning of the lesson when he unscrewed the key chain of my thumbdrive that if you damaged it, you have to paid for it. He did not learned his lessons. He highlighted someone's spectacles and ignored him. It can be erased off. After that, he decided to do vandalised my pencilbox. It got worse when he tried to eradicate. Do you think I should get mad? I did not do so though because he is not worth it. Anyway, I decided that he should paid for his actions and went to ask me to buy me a new pencilbox. Anyway, I wanted to buy a new one but he is there and I happened to take this chance to ask him to buy a new one. If he did not which he would definitely do so, I would just have to ignore him for as long as I want and finally, I could get rid of him. He is very very ignoring although he is quite smart. SO much so for a brain. He takes everything as his play thing and did not think of the consequences. I am definitely glad that I could shake him off after this incident and if you are reading this, please do not disturb me because, seriously, I have enough of him. He is a guy that have the lowest EQ and never think of anyone. Yeah, he is smart but he is going to get it in the end. It is not a loss to lose him as a friend though, I would think it is more like a relief that I could actually get rid of him for as long as I wanted to. I should be pissed off right for he has done wrong to me but why I am not feel frustrated or pissed or even sadness?? Very strange. Maybe I take it that jc friends are not worth any emotions of mine. God, please forgive me and help to me to be free from this person. I just hoped that it would last forever and I lose him as a friend and he would not disturb me for the rest of my life and that is what I always wanted. Anyway, I shot a 38 out of 60 for my traget shooting. I even shoot a black. I was so depressed by it. However, I had not been shooting for a week or two so I could not be blamed for it totally but I am glad that I for least passed. That is all for now.
what we could have been, 5:16 PM.
