Tuesday, June 06, 2006

I needed some kind of break. A break from the psychological abuse I had in school. It seems that I am an easy target of people yelling at me, scolding me, insulting me. I did not like and I trust the abuser take pleasure in doing so on me. I wanted to yell at them and said you know what, you are hurting me and I did not want you to hurt me, get away from me and stay away, I do not need you. I think it is okay to be alone and I love being alone because firstly, I need not need to look at someone's face and say pleasing things to them, secondly, I am to maximise what I did best without any interruption from another other people that write on your paper saying that you sucks and stuff like that. I, for one moment, did not like it at all. If you take pleasure in hurting someone, you are defined in my terms as a 'pervert'. Why is it got to me? Take someone else because I, for one reason did not want to see your face everyday and being emotionally abused by these people. Enough is enough. If you are so adament about insulting me, then I for once would save you the trouble. I will not talk to you or have anything to do to you. That's it.
PS: It is only to the abuser(s), not everyone!

what we could have been, 10:23 PM.