I really wanted to change the template of the blog but I could not. I started doing it since 5pm and until now, it only get worse....... I think I will have to settle for the status
quo for now. I had not been studying this week so, I may have to play the catch up game as soon as possible so that I could get my grades for my
ACCA course. I do not want to fail in something just because I do not put in time and effort in it. Although, right now, time is really precious and time is so limited in one day. I wish it was 30 hour instead. I could sleep for 8 hours and then carry on studying for 10 hours even. To make up for lost time, I take some drastic measures. It might be ridiculous to some of you here.
1. I recorded my lecturer's lesson using my mp3 player.
2. I listened to them during the time of travel.
3. I intended to listen to them secretly during my working time, maybe during my lunch time.
4. I downloaded a few podcast related to accounting such as frauds and all that.
5. I intended to wake up one hour early to revise my
ACCA course.
6. I intended to think only about
ACCA during my work and not about the girls that I met.
7. I intended not to speak to anyone that will affect me negatively and tried to get out of the conversation so that they can affect themselves negatively. (you know who you are!)
8. I intended not to let any conversation to affect me on the way I'm studying. (Some may think I am crazy which is quite true).
9. I intended to do all my homework and revision by next, next week and find time to let me study.
10. I intended not to care about the work in my workplace and just think about my accounting.
My friend's relative just passed away (
Kee Boon) so I decided to send
condolences and regards to him although he seemed to be happy about it. Maybe because he get two days of leave. Maybe I am wrong that he was putting a brave front. My
Sergeant said that I had a habit of taking people based on my first impression. Yes, this is true, really true and I started to give myself to give people a benefit of the doubt so that I might find them in a different light but this did not change what I viewed my workplace as it is in the first place. I totally hated the place still and thank you for the incidents that happened to me to support my case~! I shall not said anything lest someone
back stabbed me (which they always do!).
what we could have been, 10:07 PM.