Sunday, April 06, 2008
A lot of interesting things happened today. I came to know that my F1 lecturer was a former major in Tengah Airbase. We chatted for awhile, getting to know him better. He was a major at one time and BRG general Gary Ang was a junior officer then. He decided not to puruse his air force career and went outside to help out his friend in the law firm. However, time was not right at that moment when the property prices slumped and his friend's firm deals with mainly contracts related to it. Therefore, he went on to teach and had been teaching since then. He is a nice guy and he would help whenever his students requested anything. By the way, did I mention he has a daughter that study in UK? Another bizaree thing happened. One of my classmates confessed that he is a transexual. He has an identity crisis but the strange thing is he is attracted to girls. He want to be a girl and he is attracted to girls. He want to do an operation that remove his masculinity and has already take female hormones pills. I am worried for him. From my perspectives, I think he is confused. I think that he thinks that I am inside a woman's body because he does not appear to be masculine. BIG MISTAKE! I think he is just confused by what is going on in his life and when depression sets in, that is where the confusion gets deeper and deeper. I am not a fan of transexual because I believe that a person should be comfortable with his own body and his own identity. Nevertheless, I maybe wrong regarding the confusion part and applaud him for his courage by coming out of his closet and be comfortable about his own 'identity'. I know that for him, it will not be an easy ride and he will have many reprecussions along the way. Nevertheless, I support him and on his decision in being someone that he thinks he is. I just hoped that he will clear his messed up life and get it all together.
what we could have been, 1:39 AM.
