Saturday, April 05, 2008
With regards to anyone who want to know about my army life, I am currently at a different place from my workplace. I honestly could not adapt to it. It is different from my previous workplace and there is a lot of confusion and conflicts between everyone. I feel like I did not belong there at all. I know it is a change that I need to adapt to, a change that will make me a better person, a change that will help me to communicate to others but it is a bit hard. As for my night classes, it was still okie just that I need to do lots and lots of revision. My target is to finish half of my f1 and f3 book by this week. It is possible just that I need to concentrate really hard. My attention span is kind of draining and I hardly have a good night sleep every single day due to my night classes and my e-commerce site. However, I know it is for a great cause and for a good reason that I am doing it and hopefully life will get better. My current incik isn't very supportive of my night classes and it is hard if you have people who aren't that supportive of you. I missed my previous superiors dearly because they have been supportive of me and stand by me all this while in my night classes. I also missed some of my friends who I care deeply for, that I laughed to, talked to and hugged with. I missed the familiar places that I belong to and the presence of people that are used to be around me except maybe for two person. I know it will turn out this way when we are been transferred here and there and I know that night lessons will be tiring and taxing on me. However, I know it was for my future and my career and my business. I know that accountancy will aid and help me in my further venture in business so definitely, I will not stop there. Part of the other reason is that I am already in my fourth month now. Hopefully, life will turn around and become better for me!
what we could have been, 1:43 AM.
