Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Dear Alvin Ang (2 years later),
What will I become in two years' time? I am 22 years old this year. A year that I would become independent and breakaway from student to an full fledged adult. Life has been good, not great so far. Firstly, I had deferred NTU studies to complete my ACCA. I then went on to sign up for vocal lessons and learnt how to perform. After that, I finally completed my ACCA exams (last 3 papers). Should I past these final papers, I am one step forward to become a fully qualified accountant. Just three days ago, I had done my lasik surgery and finally get rid of my spectacles.
The reason why I am writing this is because of the un-predictabilities, the what ifs. What if I could not complete my ACCA which I deffered my NTU for? Does that mean I had to go back to NTU? What if finally I got what I always wanted but realised that it is not really what I wanted? Please tell me that my worries are unfound and my future will be as bright as the sun.
Therefore, in two years' time, I look forward to the answers you give me and bring in the good news for me. My goal is to earn my first $100000 by the second year and hopefully, it will come true to me.
Bye and have a nice day, my future friend.
Alvin
30.06.2010
I'm moving on by Rascal Flatts
I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself
I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long
I'm movin' on
I've lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different but they're always the same
They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on
At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there's no guarantees, but I'm not alone
There comes a time in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone
I sold what I could and packed what I couldn't
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I've loved like I should but lived like I shouldn't
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on
Finally content with a past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself
I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long
I'm movin' on
I've lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different but they're always the same
They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on
At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there's no guarantees, but I'm not alone
There comes a time in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone
I sold what I could and packed what I couldn't
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I've loved like I should but lived like I shouldn't
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on
what we could have been, 7:35 PM.
